Appeciate....

Even though I know that my birthday is at tommorow..

And I suppose to be very happy and looking forward..

But after something was happened just now and it was just so complicated..

I can't share it out the feeling because it is a secret deep in my heart...

I cried to my brother asked for his help...

How kind of my brother,he helped me to slove everything...

And my lovely mum and of cause my dad too...

I don't know how they solve it but I do always appreciate what they done for me...

I'm please to have all of them..

Even though we may quarrel,shout to each other....

But I still know that we are family...

I lose myself but they found back me..

I cried,they give me shoulder,a hand, a comfort...

I love them....always...

Anyway,I have been approve by my dad to let me sleep over my friend's house..

This will be the 1st time I gonna sleep over friend's house..

I never thought that I can get the pass from my dad..

I totally get comfort after knowing his answer..

So tonight I gonna spend my time with my love n my lovely friends...

without them,I gonna alone on the day of my birthday..

Thanks God,he always listen to my prayer...

When I grow up and recall back this post,I will know that I had a wonderful yet complicated birthday..

I know it sound stupid but this is my life~~~~~=)

So Smile......^_^ I gonna have a lot of fun tonight!!!!

And here we go my friends...................... =)

-E-

Brunei Trip

awww~ is Saturday again...

And I just came back from the Brunei.

Guess what,I slept ove at the Empire hotel!!

I only have a word to decribe about the hotel,AWESOME!!!!!

Honestly,I had never seen this kind of big huge hotel before..

Anyway,2 days 1 night stay in the hotel is totally not enough to visit all of it...

So I promise,I will be go for visit the hotel again in one day,and with my love one~heee..

Well,let the photos do the talks..

I will be just upload a few photos only,you can view more photos in my facebook after I finish upload it..~

So,here we go........................

Before we went to the brunei,we went to excapade to have our lunch.
hehehe...^_^

After we arrived the empire hotel,I took photos around...^^

we follow a small car to go everywhere we want because the hotel is too big and is very hard to walk around by our own legs..haha..

cheers everyone~^^

T love the toilet the most...hahaha...It just look perfect!!!

This is my room number =))

This is one of the block of the hotel which also we stay in...

This is the cinema at the hotel..and my bro,sis & I watched the Narnia at the nite..It cause us RM8(brunei money) =)

Huge right!?!?! hahaha..love it so much...

The christmas decoration...It just so pretty~

Look at the view!!! aren't beautiful??~^_^

There have the bowling club too...but which need to pay it if we want to play..so we went to sona which is free one..hahaha...

hehehe...I was just pretend to act like playing it...>_<..nice~

This is the place of the Golf park....it is just so so so BIG!!!

hee~

we did play with the boat too...

although we don't know how to move the boat normally..hahaa..

Here we go...this is inside the cinema..

And honestly,the quality is much much much more n more better than miri cinema...

I'm just absolutely fall in love with the cinema..hahahaa..

okie~ That all i want to upload it here...so hope you will be enjoy with my pictures too...=))

-E-

What a busy day...

Sometime and somehow....

I strongly feel that busy can cause lonely too..

May be you can't get what I mean..

You need to experience it so that you will know how's the feeling well...

Today is a totally busy day...

Acually not that busy since I spent my whole day at outside but do nothing ..

And feel so lonely when I was busy...

I need a shoulder ...I need a courage...I need a comfort...

These are all I need now...

And I think today is not my day because the account test is not that easy as I expect...sigh...

I feel like everything just crush over me and I don't know what reaction I can make...

So stay cool here...I will fight with my future as long as I can breath...

wish my luck my friends & support me as long as we are always friends...haha..=))

-E-

wonderful saturday

ow yeah~~~~ Finally I'm back to update my blog...
I always wondering is my blog been read by someone or anyone??
O.o This is not cool....
I used to think to close my blog in one day...
If there is no one support me anymore
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway,gonna share some photos here..
on 4/12, I was like watching drama while I was tired to continue study...
Then my brother came into my room and asked me to out with ah yian..
So 3 of us went out to eat "shao bao" hehe...nice~
After that,that ah yian was too bored so he decided went to Tanjung...

And I did help them and myself to take a few photos(acually I fored them to camwhore together)^^

Ah yian driving ,so my silly brother camwhore together with me..=)

Do you realized that ah yian's leg?? haha..standing like a girl~~

^_^ A nice day to hang out at beach..

aaww~ my hair..blew up..haha
the wind was so strong..

I can't even open my eyes properly because there is too shinny

Vincent & Ah yian~

Ah yian said want to stand behind me because I'm short..lol!

Realized that Ah yian become fatter and fatter..haha^_^

Obviously,they r acting cool~

So I hope that I can be update more and anyway,wish me luck in SPM..=))

Cherish...

Received a message from one of my friend,

and told me her mum just passed away...

At the first,I thought it was just a silly joke

who knows,that was just an unbelievable bad news...

At the moment,there was something crush over my heart,

I feel very bad n upset...

My brain sent me a message immediately

which means that my heart is pain and feel sad...

I called my friend and comfort her and just want to let her know an important thing

which is every of her friends are always around her and she is not alone...

May be I can't feel the way how you really feel now my friend

But if you really feel lonely or sad,I'm always your good listener

However, everyone must and need to walk through the death..

We never know when we gonna die or someone who always around us will just pass away in quietly...

But I know that God is always beside us,he comfort us,he gives his love to us...

so God,please do comfort my friend and her family

pray hard and peace with family and friends...

Cherish everyone who I love,I know and I care...

Cheer everyone and my friend..~

Love you....

SOON

Do you hear that?? My heart is beating so fast....

It means that the SPM is just around the corner....

Owh no!!! I am super nervous....

well, I know there are someone who always pray for me..THANKS a lot~

You guys are just so awesome!!

After form 5,I gotta have a long long journey to walk through...

But I always know that GOD is always stay beside me,GOD is running with me,GOD is always accompany me ...

man,it just like I'm growing up so fast!!! 18!!! I'm almost 18 now(since my birth is on december)hee~

wish me luck and all the best to me and tell me that:"EVELYN!! You can DO IT!!!!!" hahaha..^_^

Anyway,yesterday which was saturday..We had a farwell for those form 5 follow friends..(including me)....And I was surprised that I didn't cried..haha...

But I gonna say out loud that youth is always the best!!!

Without youth,I think my youth particular period is gonna been waste..

And I know that I do really grow up now,I'm a big girl now!! haha..

I also know that there are many challenges are waiting for me and I'm gonna fight with them..=)

There are many awesome memories and I gonna appreciate it~ Love ya~^_^

Love

To love somebody is not just a strong feeling,

it's a decision,a judgement,and a promise...

If love were only a feeling,

there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever...

距离

距离是份考卷，测试真正的誓言会不会实现。。。

在爱情面前，距离，什么都不是。。。。

距离，也许是我们必须要面对的问题。。。

但是，真正的问题不在于距离

而是在于我们之间的坦诚，爱。。。

因为我们害怕面对真爱，迷失于自己的选择。。。。

既然已选择一段距离的恋爱，就要对自己负起责任。。。。

因着软弱，我后退，失去了信心。。。

承受不住将要再次失去的爱情。。。。

累了，想找个港口停一停，歇一会。。

哭了，因为崩溃了。。。

你就是如此的重要。。。。

Lonely E....

Don't know why...
Although today is just a normal day..
It just totally normal enough..
But I feel with sorrow....
It is hard to explain..
I feel lonely....
Lonely E.....
Thought this week will be an awesome & perfect holidays
But I can't feel any....
I getting lost more everyday and I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
It's just lonely...

Afraid....

People are afraid of many things nowadays...

But it all seem to be just a simple excuse...

Dark is just an excuse to be afraid of the night...

Hot is just an excuse to be afraid of the sunshine...

Difficult is just an excuse to be afraid of Failing...

Impossible is just an excuse to be afraid of the possible...

And Break up is just an excuse to be afraid to accept LOVE

I miss you but I afraid to find you

I love you but I have no choice to leave you behind

I think we just need to arrange our feeling..

I'm sorry....

Sorry.....

I'm sorry because I'm not the right person
I'm sorry becuase I can't tell you anything that I wish to share it out
I'm sorry beacuse I'm always the wrong one
I'm sorry because I'm not a good person like you
I'm sorry because I'm not a dare person
I'm sorry because I always think in the negative way
I'm sorry beacause I'm always the fake one
I'm sorry because I just want to let you know about my perfect way only
I'm sorry because I can't share with u about my ugly
I'm sorry because I can't even face myself
I'm sorry because I can't do well

And I'm sorry because I'm not the perfect person for you and I'm sad which I can't share with you about my sadness and I need to pretend to act like nothing..
I am sorry................. ='(

Irritated,excited and upset events

Awww~!!! I have been quite a little long time didn't update my blog...
hee~

So these few days did happened a lot of irritated,excited and upset events

So let check it out!!!

day 17/8

I went to tuition at the night

and I did bully by a friend

I think he was just playing around

although he is the person who loves to bully people too

But I decided to angry he

hahaha..LOL

So he won't keep on bully me since he knew he was wrong now

hee~(I know I'm bad)^^

But the...I had a bad mood at the night

after finish tuition,I saw a lot of cockroachs

at least got 3,and i don't knew how to across the road to go into my car

So I decided to run quickly and shouted!!

haha...when I get into the car,I had been scold by mum...

She said:" you look bigger than it and u still scare about it"

~LOL~

haha...But I TOTALLY don't like cockroach so much!!

day18/8

After school,I walked out from school to my car..

And the journey is quite long since it need to take around 5 to 10mins walked out from school

On the roadside,I met a friend...

And guess what,I did derided by him

so I hit him while we were playing around too

At the moment,I were so careless...

I fell down at the road side!!!!

UGH!!!

And my leg was bleeding...

*sigh...

the worst was a few girls laugh at me when they were at my back

arhhhh!!

damn embarressed!!

And I did suffering with the pain for 3 days

=(

The wound is on my knee and I know it is just a little but it still feel pain!!

Yiew~~~~hahaha...=)

day20/8

On the night,I joined a choir perform at pujut branch

After church,i went to Limteh with a few friends

And in the car got aorund 10 people!!!

my friend who was driver on thaat night,

he drove so fast!!

And the car almost get accident...pffft

After that,we saw a kancil follow us at the back

and keep on shouted :" polis polis!!!!"

owh dear!!! It gonna had a trouble now..

the Polis stopped us at the roadside and scold us...lol

and gave us a warning still even want to summon us

+_+

But who knows,the polis asked us to follow her back to the polis station

while we follow the car at the back and the car suddenly was gone...

LOL

So we don't even care about it and we went for limteh and around 10pm something we were going back home....

pfffft....It was an adventure night....=)

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! My borther is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Brother is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!+_+

and he didn't tell us before!!!!!!!!!!!!! naidi....

I was so surprised that he was standding infront of my door

he knocked the door

"knock knock"

and I open the door and guess what..

I was shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was so surprised me!!!!!

hahahahahaha

he plan with dad not to tell us he is coming back!!!! what the!!!!

so cute hoh my dad n bro...LOL!!!!

hahaha

anyway,welcome back my brother!!!! ^_^

so lovely~

^_^

owh no!!

guess what...I never know I got readers!!!

I just wrote whatever I like...

And the main point is....when I wrote a person in my blog

I never know the person did view my blog!!!! OMG!!!!

hahahahahaha...embarrassed man!!!!!!!!!!!

okie,thanks for appreciated that whatever I gave..

It was so meaningful from you...

erm,and I think I should say sorry too which I wrote you here>_<

deng+_+...I were just a fool...

ugh!!!

So.....as we say....we just know that friends are really important..

May be I'm not so important to anyone,but you guys did always realized me...

so lovely~ hahaha...

THANK YOU ...lol...=X

well,I think today is a good day..

hee~let enjoy our day!^_^

By the way,gonna off now...

~toodles~

Complicated

I always think that am I really important??
I have no answer

While you didn't give a gift or support a person with money

they will ignore you or never know who you are

BUT

while you kindly spend a little money to bought a small gift

(which is really a small gift yet it is came from true heart)

They also never appriciate it

How sad it is

You broke the heart

and you are not going to fit it up and just leave it behind

I wonder is it this is a true friendship?

I guess.....no

you even said

"I'm not going to eat this butter cake,and I will throw it away or even leave it behind"

I heard from someone who told me

I always hope that it is not the true

can you tell me pls
How sad it was...

However,I done my part

And I'm not going to expect anything else

so done here

sorry for typing moody stuff here+_+

ugh....

so gonna off now,good nitez...

Randomly

owh ya~ a few pictures gonna upload here..which camdid from these few weeks..hee~..enjoy~=))

Have a picture at english tuition..

& can you see that I'm the only one who wore in blue+_+
SMILE~^_^
My niece~^_^ CUTE right?!!??!
But I was ugly...lol...pffft...

I love her so much!!!
And her eyes is so so so BIG!! hahaha^_^

my friend justine treat me a drink when we were at tuition~=)
thx gal~ hahaha..

~so that all~


toodles=)

Mum's Birthday~

Alright,it's been quite long I didn't update my blog...yea,tuitions homeworks and study make me a busy bee....

pffft,I was totally tired these few weeks..I didn't have a good rest and need to stay back the afternoon class everyday....+_+okie,not going to mention more about it here....hee~

yea~I did camdid some pics which is my mum birthday on 15/7....@@ see,such a long time I have no blogging here..hee~so nothing to say much,pictures will prove everything ~=)

My dad was playing Birthday song to my Mum although he just learned for 2 weeks i think and remember,He has no basic in piano..pretty cool right~ hahaa..

~The Birthday cake~

guess what,the cake is made by the hotcross bun baker which my sister did search the picture of the birthday cake from website and gave the picture to the baker.Anyway, he was success to make it!!!^_^


Hee~ Dad & Mum

Lovely family...

except my brother,he is in KL now..too bad~=)

Mum~Sis~ & I~hehe^^

Prayer

Recalled back all those memories
and it stimulate my tear glands
You were there when I needed you most
I'll never walk all alone God give me a wonderful life,family,lovely friends...
I shall appreciate it
And the cross he died and took away my curse
When I always used to get loneliness
He always stay beside me,comfort me as well
I pray hardly
Because I know my prayer has been listen
All the joyful and happiness come from our mighty God
~Praise to the Lord~ =) Praise to our Father-God^_^

Hey

AWWW
I just realized that I have a few of friends having further study at Adelaide,Aus..
wow~ sound nice~...
well,
hopefully I can be there too^^ haha..
and I thinking that I can do it!!! hee~
As we say,
'IMPOSSIBLE' to 'I'm POSSIBLE'
HAHAHA...
owh yeah~!!!

Concert dinner

10/7,

the night head to join the concert dinner at school hall...

this was the 1st time i joined

and

it will be the last time too since I'm form 5 now(getting older)=X

hahaha..

Since this was the 1st time joined,and I did not know what I gonna to wear at the night...

I open my cupboard and looked into it ..
"hmm..this shirt is not nice"
"eee...too obvious to look through my body"

"ugh,the colour of this shirt is too dark"

.........and so on............

owh dear..I did choose for around 15 mins...and at last I did choose aT-shirt which look quite normal yet classy ...hahahaha..

So the night,we had a lot of fun there and full of delicious foods

I took lot of foods but I can't even finish it..hahahahXD

yeah,I know I'm always greedy...hehehe

ok,

And our principal did sang on that night..cool~~ hahaa..

But I can't understand what he sang then..

because it is a old song...LOL

However,I did camwhole with some of friends..teehee~

11/7,

After church I went to have my luch at Huang Cheng with my sister and mum..

We did waited for so long for the food @@..

means that we were damn hungry man!!! hahaa

And my sister and I head to Imperial Hotel to attend a piano competition...

and wow!!!

guess what...

Can't believe that had a lot of people were there already though we did arrived quite early too...

Anyway,we did enjoyed the music...

the guitarist are so pro!!!!! owh no,will fall in love with him so easily..hahahaXD

jus kd btw...hee~

and those pianist pretty pro!!!!

And one word to descride them=GENIOUS=

hahaha...

ok,

after the music competition,I went back home aorund 5pm...^_^

these the pics which took for these 2 days~=))

school concert dinner and camwhole with some friends~

~at the Inperial Hotel~

hee~so I need head to tuition now..C ya~