Friends

feel lonely ....
Not because I don't have friends
But true friend is very difficult to find...
Even though I have a lot of friends..
But we all are not that close before now..
In anywhere I can't feel any passionate..
I'm quite unhappy these days...
well,is it friends is very important?
I guess yes....
Just depend on what kind of friends do you have
May be some of friends will try to employ us...
It feel bad to us...
But I hope in my friend relationship would not become like that..
It is really worst...

However,
SPM is very close to us now..
stress....nervous...weakness...hopeless..
*sigh...
What can I do now...
I feel very tired to carry those stress....
hmmm..

Emo...

I'm busy nowadays....haix.....
It's really complicated..
suffering....
emo....
anyway,I'm weird....

"Of all goodbyes,the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of,yet your heart knew it's already been said."

emo.....

School reopen...the 1st day to school....
full of pressure....but thx God for giving me a wonderful day....
However,to9 I went to my grand-uncle house..He has pass away dy.....I'm very sad...
To9 some of church ppl and I stand around the coffin of my gran-uncle...And pray for him and sang some church songs for my grand-uncle...He do believe with God..He love God...Amen!!
However,when we sang those songs...I did cried...It was because I heard my uncle which is the elder of a christian monastery-Uncle Choo,he told us that b4 my gang-uncle pass away,they did sang "Jesus Love You" to him in the hospital...After that, my grand-uncle pass away in peace...When he died,his face is within a lovely and peaceful smile...=') such a touching ending...I cried because God has show us his love,his peace,his perfect smile...

Anyway,when all of my cousins having some talks at outside the house...well,Some of my far cousins did done something make me quite unhappy...It was because we are not that close,and may be I saw them were gossip us at the bck there...haix..It is really sad case when i saw with my own eyes...Ain't I think too much,but it really did happened just now...I really hope that all of us won't gossip ppl,especially our cousins...Pls,We all are bro & sis in christ..I hope that we will be a perfect cousins and make it be...Because we all are family!!!!! ...

So,let us pray to God about those sad cases..=))

1.1.2010

I'm really getting older now...can't believe that I'm 18 years old in this new year..
However,I did joined the church camp with some of new friends who from Krokop church..I'm glad to know about them...=))....All of them are adorable ...hahaha...We enjoyed....We love the camp...We play games together...we slept together......
It was really fun...hope we will join any camp together at next time too~=))..

Good Bye 2009......
Form 5 in this year.....
Feel stressful....
May God Bless me....
All the Best to all of Us!!!!!^_^

Sad cases

The day had just pass very fast.....
I can't even breath the fresh air properly...
The time,keep going.....never stop or even post awhile...
I'm getting 18 soon....
Gonna face the new life,new class,new teachers,stressful homework and so on.....
I miss everything which I never try to keep it in my heart,in my memories....
Somehow,I'm getting older..
One more year,I gonna face my uni life or even my future..
I'm scared....because I know it will be very complicated.....
And 2 of my buddy -ah pong & grace tan gonna go to KL to continue their study,their new life,their new uni.....I gonna miss them so so so much....And I do really miss all of my friends who are study at oversea ...I miss my friends a lot....='(
I'm so moody now,my buddy-grace is going to KL tomorrow...I start miss her now....
I can't believe that I feel want to cry out...
Our gangz gonna separate for so far distance....

Grace,even we did quarrel with nonsense b4...
Even we did lot of stupid or funny stuffs...
But still we all are buddies!!!!
I will miss you very much here...=')

And ah pong too...
she is going to KL at 9/1 to has a new uni life..
haix....But the good news is they and all of my buddies do already grown !!!! THX GOD!!!=))

However,we all are still Baby Buddies Forever & ever!!!! Friendship Never End~=)) I love you all my buddies~

Tonight we did have farewell for Tze....
We gather and had a dinner....
We talked lot....laugh a lot...smile as sunshine~
I miss the moment~..
It is a wonderful moment...
May be we all did not mention or realized it....
But it did just happened~hahax...
~Memorable~

~Group photo ~

~Memorable~

Happy Bithday To ME!!!!

My buddies came to my house to celebrate my birthday...I'm so happy..because they did sleep over my house...we had a lot of fun there...I love my buddies so much...the thing that I'm quite sad was my buddy-song en did not join us cz she had an important dinner at the night...hmm...however,thx for everyone who helped me to celebrate my birthday...It's really nice~^_^...

The nxt day night,I have another group of frens who helped me celebrated too...gang dong wor..lolx..hahaha..I received a few presents which I unexspected...Love you guys so much~ I mean love all my frens so much..hahahaha.. last thing,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! & THANK YOU~=))

~Johor & Melaka Trip~

hmm....I went to Johor at 5-12/12 with church bro & sis in christ .....We went to Johor & Melaka for a camping...We have a lot of fun there...=))...And we did shopping and bought a lot..hahahaha...>_<....However,cz of my lazy..I didnt post any pictures here...haha...If want to noe more about it just go to my facebook and have a look..hehe~ ^_^..HAPPY HOLIDAYS~