Cherish...

Received a message from one of my friend,

and told me her mum just passed away...

At the first,I thought it was just a silly joke

who knows,that was just an unbelievable bad news...

At the moment,there was something crush over my heart,

I feel very bad n upset...

My brain sent me a message immediately

which means that my heart is pain and feel sad...

I called my friend and comfort her and just want to let her know an important thing

which is every of her friends are always around her and she is not alone...

May be I can't feel the way how you really feel now my friend

But if you really feel lonely or sad,I'm always your good listener

However, everyone must and need to walk through the death..

We never know when we gonna die or someone who always around us will just pass away in quietly...

But I know that God is always beside us,he comfort us,he gives his love to us...

so God,please do comfort my friend and her family

pray hard and peace with family and friends...

Cherish everyone who I love,I know and I care...

Cheer everyone and my friend..~

Love you....

SOON

Do you hear that?? My heart is beating so fast....

It means that the SPM is just around the corner....

Owh no!!! I am super nervous....

well, I know there are someone who always pray for me..THANKS a lot~

You guys are just so awesome!!

After form 5,I gotta have a long long journey to walk through...

But I always know that GOD is always stay beside me,GOD is running with me,GOD is always accompany me ...

man,it just like I'm growing up so fast!!! 18!!! I'm almost 18 now(since my birth is on december)hee~

wish me luck and all the best to me and tell me that:"EVELYN!! You can DO IT!!!!!" hahaha..^_^

Anyway,yesterday which was saturday..We had a farwell for those form 5 follow friends..(including me)....And I was surprised that I didn't cried..haha...

But I gonna say out loud that youth is always the best!!!

Without youth,I think my youth particular period is gonna been waste..

And I know that I do really grow up now,I'm a big girl now!! haha..

I also know that there are many challenges are waiting for me and I'm gonna fight with them..=)

There are many awesome memories and I gonna appreciate it~ Love ya~^_^

Love

To love somebody is not just a strong feeling,

it's a decision,a judgement,and a promise...

If love were only a feeling,

there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever...

距离

距离是份考卷，测试真正的誓言会不会实现。。。

在爱情面前，距离，什么都不是。。。。

距离，也许是我们必须要面对的问题。。。

但是，真正的问题不在于距离

而是在于我们之间的坦诚，爱。。。

因为我们害怕面对真爱，迷失于自己的选择。。。。

既然已选择一段距离的恋爱，就要对自己负起责任。。。。

因着软弱，我后退，失去了信心。。。

承受不住将要再次失去的爱情。。。。

累了，想找个港口停一停，歇一会。。

哭了，因为崩溃了。。。

你就是如此的重要。。。。

Lonely E....

Don't know why...
Although today is just a normal day..
It just totally normal enough..
But I feel with sorrow....
It is hard to explain..
I feel lonely....
Lonely E.....
Thought this week will be an awesome & perfect holidays
But I can't feel any....
I getting lost more everyday and I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
It's just lonely...

Afraid....

People are afraid of many things nowadays...

But it all seem to be just a simple excuse...

Dark is just an excuse to be afraid of the night...

Hot is just an excuse to be afraid of the sunshine...

Difficult is just an excuse to be afraid of Failing...

Impossible is just an excuse to be afraid of the possible...

And Break up is just an excuse to be afraid to accept LOVE

I miss you but I afraid to find you

I love you but I have no choice to leave you behind

I think we just need to arrange our feeling..

I'm sorry....

Sorry.....

I'm sorry because I'm not the right person
I'm sorry becuase I can't tell you anything that I wish to share it out
I'm sorry beacuse I'm always the wrong one
I'm sorry because I'm not a good person like you
I'm sorry because I'm not a dare person
I'm sorry because I always think in the negative way
I'm sorry beacause I'm always the fake one
I'm sorry because I just want to let you know about my perfect way only
I'm sorry because I can't share with u about my ugly
I'm sorry because I can't even face myself
I'm sorry because I can't do well

And I'm sorry because I'm not the perfect person for you and I'm sad which I can't share with you about my sadness and I need to pretend to act like nothing..
I am sorry................. ='(