Sorry.....

I'm sorry because I'm not the right person
I'm sorry becuase I can't tell you anything that I wish to share it out
I'm sorry beacuse I'm always the wrong one
I'm sorry because I'm not a good person like you
I'm sorry because I'm not a dare person
I'm sorry because I always think in the negative way
I'm sorry beacause I'm always the fake one
I'm sorry because I just want to let you know about my perfect way only
I'm sorry because I can't share with u about my ugly
I'm sorry because I can't even face myself
I'm sorry because I can't do well

And I'm sorry because I'm not the perfect person for you and I'm sad which I can't share with you about my sadness and I need to pretend to act like nothing..
I am sorry................. ='(

Irritated,excited and upset events

Awww~!!! I have been quite a little long time didn't update my blog...
hee~

So these few days did happened a lot of irritated,excited and upset events

So let check it out!!!

day 17/8

I went to tuition at the night

and I did bully by a friend

I think he was just playing around

although he is the person who loves to bully people too

But I decided to angry he

hahaha..LOL

So he won't keep on bully me since he knew he was wrong now

hee~(I know I'm bad)^^

But the...I had a bad mood at the night

after finish tuition,I saw a lot of cockroachs

at least got 3,and i don't knew how to across the road to go into my car

So I decided to run quickly and shouted!!

haha...when I get into the car,I had been scold by mum...

She said:" you look bigger than it and u still scare about it"

~LOL~

haha...But I TOTALLY don't like cockroach so much!!

day18/8

After school,I walked out from school to my car..

And the journey is quite long since it need to take around 5 to 10mins walked out from school

On the roadside,I met a friend...

And guess what,I did derided by him

so I hit him while we were playing around too

At the moment,I were so careless...

I fell down at the road side!!!!

UGH!!!

And my leg was bleeding...

*sigh...

the worst was a few girls laugh at me when they were at my back

arhhhh!!

damn embarressed!!

And I did suffering with the pain for 3 days

=(

The wound is on my knee and I know it is just a little but it still feel pain!!

Yiew~~~~hahaha...=)

day20/8

On the night,I joined a choir perform at pujut branch

After church,i went to Limteh with a few friends

And in the car got aorund 10 people!!!

my friend who was driver on thaat night,

he drove so fast!!

And the car almost get accident...pffft

After that,we saw a kancil follow us at the back

and keep on shouted :" polis polis!!!!"

owh dear!!! It gonna had a trouble now..

the Polis stopped us at the roadside and scold us...lol

and gave us a warning still even want to summon us

+_+

But who knows,the polis asked us to follow her back to the polis station

while we follow the car at the back and the car suddenly was gone...

LOL

So we don't even care about it and we went for limteh and around 10pm something we were going back home....

pfffft....It was an adventure night....=)

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! My borther is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Brother is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!+_+

and he didn't tell us before!!!!!!!!!!!!! naidi....

I was so surprised that he was standding infront of my door

he knocked the door

"knock knock"

and I open the door and guess what..

I was shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was so surprised me!!!!!

hahahahahaha

he plan with dad not to tell us he is coming back!!!! what the!!!!

so cute hoh my dad n bro...LOL!!!!

hahaha

anyway,welcome back my brother!!!! ^_^

so lovely~

^_^

owh no!!

guess what...I never know I got readers!!!

I just wrote whatever I like...

And the main point is....when I wrote a person in my blog

I never know the person did view my blog!!!! OMG!!!!

hahahahahaha...embarrassed man!!!!!!!!!!!

okie,thanks for appreciated that whatever I gave..

It was so meaningful from you...

erm,and I think I should say sorry too which I wrote you here>_<

deng+_+...I were just a fool...

ugh!!!

So.....as we say....we just know that friends are really important..

May be I'm not so important to anyone,but you guys did always realized me...

so lovely~ hahaha...

THANK YOU ...lol...=X

well,I think today is a good day..

hee~let enjoy our day!^_^

By the way,gonna off now...

~toodles~

Complicated

I always think that am I really important??
I have no answer

While you didn't give a gift or support a person with money

they will ignore you or never know who you are

BUT

while you kindly spend a little money to bought a small gift

(which is really a small gift yet it is came from true heart)

They also never appriciate it

How sad it is

You broke the heart

and you are not going to fit it up and just leave it behind

I wonder is it this is a true friendship?

I guess.....no

you even said

"I'm not going to eat this butter cake,and I will throw it away or even leave it behind"

I heard from someone who told me

I always hope that it is not the true

can you tell me pls
How sad it was...

However,I done my part

And I'm not going to expect anything else

so done here

sorry for typing moody stuff here+_+

ugh....

so gonna off now,good nitez...