feel lonely ....
Not because I don't have friends
But true friend is very difficult to find...
Even though I have a lot of friends..
But we all are not that close before now..
In anywhere I can't feel any passionate..
I'm quite unhappy these days...
well,is it friends is very important?
I guess yes....
Just depend on what kind of friends do you have
May be some of friends will try to employ us...
It feel bad to us...
But I hope in my friend relationship would not become like that..
It is really worst...
However,
SPM is very close to us now..
stress....nervous...weakness...hopeless..
*sigh...
What can I do now...
I feel very tired to carry those stress....
hmmm..
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Emo...
I'm busy nowadays....haix.....
It's really complicated..
suffering....
emo....
anyway,I'm weird....
"Of all goodbyes,the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of,yet your heart knew it's already been said."
emo.....
It's really complicated..
suffering....
emo....
anyway,I'm weird....
"Of all goodbyes,the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of,yet your heart knew it's already been said."
emo.....
Monday, January 4, 2010
School reopen...the 1st day to school....
full of pressure....but thx God for giving me a wonderful day....
However,to9 I went to my grand-uncle house..He has pass away dy.....I'm very sad...
To9 some of church ppl and I stand around the coffin of my gran-uncle...And pray for him and sang some church songs for my grand-uncle...He do believe with God..He love God...Amen!!
However,when we sang those songs...I did cried...It was because I heard my uncle which is the elder of a christian monastery-Uncle Choo,he told us that b4 my gang-uncle pass away,they did sang "Jesus Love You" to him in the hospital...After that, my grand-uncle pass away in peace...When he died,his face is within a lovely and peaceful smile...=') such a touching ending...I cried because God has show us his love,his peace,his perfect smile...
Anyway,when all of my cousins having some talks at outside the house...well,Some of my far cousins did done something make me quite unhappy...It was because we are not that close,and may be I saw them were gossip us at the bck there...haix..It is really sad case when i saw with my own eyes...Ain't I think too much,but it really did happened just now...I really hope that all of us won't gossip ppl,especially our cousins...Pls,We all are bro & sis in christ..I hope that we will be a perfect cousins and make it be...Because we all are family!!!!! ...
So,let us pray to God about those sad cases..=))
full of pressure....but thx God for giving me a wonderful day....
However,to9 I went to my grand-uncle house..He has pass away dy.....I'm very sad...
To9 some of church ppl and I stand around the coffin of my gran-uncle...And pray for him and sang some church songs for my grand-uncle...He do believe with God..He love God...Amen!!
However,when we sang those songs...I did cried...It was because I heard my uncle which is the elder of a christian monastery-Uncle Choo,he told us that b4 my gang-uncle pass away,they did sang "Jesus Love You" to him in the hospital...After that, my grand-uncle pass away in peace...When he died,his face is within a lovely and peaceful smile...=') such a touching ending...I cried because God has show us his love,his peace,his perfect smile...
Anyway,when all of my cousins having some talks at outside the house...well,Some of my far cousins did done something make me quite unhappy...It was because we are not that close,and may be I saw them were gossip us at the bck there...haix..It is really sad case when i saw with my own eyes...Ain't I think too much,but it really did happened just now...I really hope that all of us won't gossip ppl,especially our cousins...Pls,We all are bro & sis in christ..I hope that we will be a perfect cousins and make it be...Because we all are family!!!!! ...
So,let us pray to God about those sad cases..=))
Friday, January 1, 2010
1.1.2010
I'm really getting older now...can't believe that I'm 18 years old in this new year..
However,I did joined the church camp with some of new friends who from Krokop church..I'm glad to know about them...=))....All of them are adorable ...hahaha...We enjoyed....We love the camp...We play games together...we slept together......
It was really fun...hope we will join any camp together at next time too~=))..
Good Bye 2009......
Form 5 in this year.....
Feel stressful....
May God Bless me....
All the Best to all of Us!!!!!^_^
However,I did joined the church camp with some of new friends who from Krokop church..I'm glad to know about them...=))....All of them are adorable ...hahaha...We enjoyed....We love the camp...We play games together...we slept together......
It was really fun...hope we will join any camp together at next time too~=))..
Good Bye 2009......
Form 5 in this year.....
Feel stressful....
May God Bless me....
All the Best to all of Us!!!!!^_^
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