Friends

feel lonely ....
Not because I don't have friends
But true friend is very difficult to find...
Even though I have a lot of friends..
But we all are not that close before now..
In anywhere I can't feel any passionate..
I'm quite unhappy these days...
well,is it friends is very important?
I guess yes....
Just depend on what kind of friends do you have
May be some of friends will try to employ us...
It feel bad to us...
But I hope in my friend relationship would not become like that..
It is really worst...

However,
SPM is very close to us now..
stress....nervous...weakness...hopeless..
*sigh...
What can I do now...
I feel very tired to carry those stress....
hmmm..