宁静得夜晚，没有你的陪伴
只听到一滴一滴的泪水声
眼泪不知不觉地滑落下来
只因为没办法去理解
等待，
需要漫长的时间去体会
因为害怕，所以躲在黑暗的角落偷偷的哭泣
因为无法去面对
所以选择逃避
爱一人，
需要付出最真诚的心
因为爱情是很奥妙的
你无法知道，若你不曾体会
想要放弃，但就是忘不了你的纯真
选择握起你的手，因为我相信
在心里，隐隐约约有了你的存在，你的位置
请告诉我，告诉我
到那里可以去寻找真爱
如果我的存在，只像划过夜空的流星
你会在那一刻把我留下吗
期待一切的你，一直期待你的陪伴。。。。。。

I feel like my brain is empty
Can't even think of any positive way
I am so sensitive in everything
thought displease a lot of people
Or it really have been happened and I don't even know
Getting worse my feeling
Always sad and cry in the darkness
non-stop thinking
thinking that am I really is a terrible person
moody
speechless
worst
tear drop by
getting pain...
my bad...
I really didn't mean what did I say...
*sigh
feel depressed...='(

Holidays have been pass....start school at tomorrow
But I had no rest in holidays
Busy nowadays
I did learn a lot in this holidays...
learned to faith in God
pray Him hardly....
And I did join a church choir camp which need to perform too...
It was very fun in it...
I did meet a lot of new friends which are adorable.. =))
They walk though a part of my life which was cherish....
Hope I did not miss up any friends which i want to cherish forever~
^_^
~mood in happiness~

Friends

feel lonely ....
Not because I don't have friends
But true friend is very difficult to find...
Even though I have a lot of friends..
But we all are not that close before now..
In anywhere I can't feel any passionate..
I'm quite unhappy these days...
well,is it friends is very important?
I guess yes....
Just depend on what kind of friends do you have
May be some of friends will try to employ us...
It feel bad to us...
But I hope in my friend relationship would not become like that..
It is really worst...

However,
SPM is very close to us now..
stress....nervous...weakness...hopeless..
*sigh...
What can I do now...
I feel very tired to carry those stress....
hmmm..

Emo...

I'm busy nowadays....haix.....
It's really complicated..
suffering....
emo....
anyway,I'm weird....

"Of all goodbyes,the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of,yet your heart knew it's already been said."

emo.....

School reopen...the 1st day to school....
full of pressure....but thx God for giving me a wonderful day....
However,to9 I went to my grand-uncle house..He has pass away dy.....I'm very sad...
To9 some of church ppl and I stand around the coffin of my gran-uncle...And pray for him and sang some church songs for my grand-uncle...He do believe with God..He love God...Amen!!
However,when we sang those songs...I did cried...It was because I heard my uncle which is the elder of a christian monastery-Uncle Choo,he told us that b4 my gang-uncle pass away,they did sang "Jesus Love You" to him in the hospital...After that, my grand-uncle pass away in peace...When he died,his face is within a lovely and peaceful smile...=') such a touching ending...I cried because God has show us his love,his peace,his perfect smile...

Anyway,when all of my cousins having some talks at outside the house...well,Some of my far cousins did done something make me quite unhappy...It was because we are not that close,and may be I saw them were gossip us at the bck there...haix..It is really sad case when i saw with my own eyes...Ain't I think too much,but it really did happened just now...I really hope that all of us won't gossip ppl,especially our cousins...Pls,We all are bro & sis in christ..I hope that we will be a perfect cousins and make it be...Because we all are family!!!!! ...

So,let us pray to God about those sad cases..=))

1.1.2010

I'm really getting older now...can't believe that I'm 18 years old in this new year..
However,I did joined the church camp with some of new friends who from Krokop church..I'm glad to know about them...=))....All of them are adorable ...hahaha...We enjoyed....We love the camp...We play games together...we slept together......
It was really fun...hope we will join any camp together at next time too~=))..

Good Bye 2009......
Form 5 in this year.....
Feel stressful....
May God Bless me....
All the Best to all of Us!!!!!^_^