感受

害怕，所以坚持。。

害怕心里的痛，所以把它藏了起来。。

你是否真正的了解我的感受。。。

若真的在乎一个人，你决对会知道她的感受。。

你。。。曾经体会过那样的感受吗。。。

你。。。在乎吗。。。

也许，你不曾感受，因你不曾体会。。。。

也许，他已离开她了，但她却不知道。。

无话可说，因为也许是她抓不住他的心。。

坚持，不流泪，因为想坚强。。。

你了解她了吗。。。

你开始关心他了吗。。。

你是否担心她了。。。

你是否在想着她。。。。

没有答案，因为她在等待着她的答案。。。

现在的你

曾经的你，是我熟悉的你。。。。
现在的你，是我陌生的你。。。。
渐渐爱上现在的你，因为你任旧就是你。。。。
没有原因，因为爱不需要任何的原因。。。。

温柔，体贴
我感受到了。。。
帅气，开朗
我都看到了。。。。

当你离开时，泪落了下来。。
想你的天空，下起雨来。。。
也许你不曾知道，因为想把它隐藏起来。。。。
失去你，
我无法过得更好。。。
爱你，
因为我知道真爱。。。
照片，是个真实的确据。。。。
我找到了。。。

想好好的看你一眼在我面前，
但你就像一个影子消失不见了。。。。
不知何时能再遇见你，
若能，也许我一定会把握着你。。。

思念

思念，
但却又摸不着。。。
苦苦的等待着你的归来，
但始终仍然看不见你的影子。。。
好想上前去抱一个，
但却扑了个空。。。

原来那只是我的幻想，
因为很想念，来不及给最后的拥抱
你却已经离开了我的视线。。。。。

爱上你的影子，
因为当你渐渐走远的时候，
我只能看着你的背影离开。。。。

心在流泪，
但说不出任何一句能挽留你的话。
不知现在的你过得好不好
期待你回头一看
但始终还是失望了。。。

对你，
不敢再抱太大的希望
因为不敢再度的爱上你
怕一次又一次的受伤害
没有勇气，因为无法释怀。。。

选择放开，也许是最好的选择；
还你自由，因为我选择了离开。。。
人生有许多的选择
只是在于你自己的决定。。
勇敢面对你自己的选择
要不你会后悔一辈子。。。。

A Normal Day

TOday sounds like a normal day...
And today is the last day for our school sukan
But I didn't go to the sukan this morning at outdoor stadium..
Because of my lazy..And I choose to go for my piano class and tuition..(sounds like hardworking)haha..
Then I didn't go to youthgroup this afternoon too because i did join Miri Run in this evening..
When I arrived the padang MMC and saw a lot of students were already gather infront of the stage there...I used to get a T-shirt which is in red colour...But 1st I did get a t-shirt in 46 SIZE @@...Then I tried to change to quite small size but those people who were so fierce..They talked in rudely and quite look down people I think...But I don't even care them,tried up in another way to change my t-shirt in small size..
Finally,I did change the t-shirt to 44 size..hahaha(but still super big for me and I had no choice)
So I just wore it because they want us to wear it to look more beautiful for WHOLE BIG GROUP..
Around 4.30pm,we start our journey..
Our 1st stop was around some where the S.J.K chung hua there..I ate 2 ice-creams which someone or any grocery supply us...then the 2nd stop was outside the pakson...We waited for quite long just to take the environmental protection bag...And so on,I ran into the pakson to eat the sushi which they supply us too..NICE!!
Then the 3rd stop was at some where car parks there..We drank Milo which Milo company supply us...After that,we went back to the Pandang...I'm so tiring now..But it was quite good experience for me and this is the 1st time I joined it...=))

Well, indoor stadium is holding a PC fair and I'm going with my family tonight..

written with peace

宁静得夜晚，没有你的陪伴
只听到一滴一滴的泪水声
眼泪不知不觉地滑落下来
只因为没办法去理解
等待，
需要漫长的时间去体会
因为害怕，所以躲在黑暗的角落偷偷的哭泣
因为无法去面对
所以选择逃避
爱一人，
需要付出最真诚的心
因为爱情是很奥妙的
你无法知道，若你不曾体会
想要放弃，但就是忘不了你的纯真
选择握起你的手，因为我相信
在心里，隐隐约约有了你的存在，你的位置
请告诉我，告诉我
到那里可以去寻找真爱
如果我的存在，只像划过夜空的流星
你会在那一刻把我留下吗
期待一切的你，一直期待你的陪伴。。。。。。

I feel like my brain is empty
Can't even think of any positive way
I am so sensitive in everything
thought displease a lot of people
Or it really have been happened and I don't even know
Getting worse my feeling
Always sad and cry in the darkness
non-stop thinking
thinking that am I really is a terrible person
moody
speechless
worst
tear drop by
getting pain...
my bad...
I really didn't mean what did I say...
*sigh
feel depressed...='(

Holidays have been pass....start school at tomorrow
But I had no rest in holidays
Busy nowadays
I did learn a lot in this holidays...
learned to faith in God
pray Him hardly....
And I did join a church choir camp which need to perform too...
It was very fun in it...
I did meet a lot of new friends which are adorable.. =))
They walk though a part of my life which was cherish....
Hope I did not miss up any friends which i want to cherish forever~
^_^
~mood in happiness~