Love

To love somebody is not just a strong feeling,

it's a decision,a judgement,and a promise...

If love were only a feeling,

there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever...

距离

距离是份考卷，测试真正的誓言会不会实现。。。

在爱情面前，距离，什么都不是。。。。

距离，也许是我们必须要面对的问题。。。

但是，真正的问题不在于距离

而是在于我们之间的坦诚，爱。。。

因为我们害怕面对真爱，迷失于自己的选择。。。。

既然已选择一段距离的恋爱，就要对自己负起责任。。。。

因着软弱，我后退，失去了信心。。。

承受不住将要再次失去的爱情。。。。

累了，想找个港口停一停，歇一会。。

哭了，因为崩溃了。。。

你就是如此的重要。。。。

Lonely E....

Don't know why...
Although today is just a normal day..
It just totally normal enough..
But I feel with sorrow....
It is hard to explain..
I feel lonely....
Lonely E.....
Thought this week will be an awesome & perfect holidays
But I can't feel any....
I getting lost more everyday and I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
It's just lonely...

Afraid....

People are afraid of many things nowadays...

But it all seem to be just a simple excuse...

Dark is just an excuse to be afraid of the night...

Hot is just an excuse to be afraid of the sunshine...

Difficult is just an excuse to be afraid of Failing...

Impossible is just an excuse to be afraid of the possible...

And Break up is just an excuse to be afraid to accept LOVE

I miss you but I afraid to find you

I love you but I have no choice to leave you behind

I think we just need to arrange our feeling..

I'm sorry....

Sorry.....

I'm sorry because I'm not the right person
I'm sorry becuase I can't tell you anything that I wish to share it out
I'm sorry beacuse I'm always the wrong one
I'm sorry because I'm not a good person like you
I'm sorry because I'm not a dare person
I'm sorry because I always think in the negative way
I'm sorry beacause I'm always the fake one
I'm sorry because I just want to let you know about my perfect way only
I'm sorry because I can't share with u about my ugly
I'm sorry because I can't even face myself
I'm sorry because I can't do well

And I'm sorry because I'm not the perfect person for you and I'm sad which I can't share with you about my sadness and I need to pretend to act like nothing..
I am sorry................. ='(

Irritated,excited and upset events

Awww~!!! I have been quite a little long time didn't update my blog...
hee~

So these few days did happened a lot of irritated,excited and upset events

So let check it out!!!

day 17/8

I went to tuition at the night

and I did bully by a friend

I think he was just playing around

although he is the person who loves to bully people too

But I decided to angry he

hahaha..LOL

So he won't keep on bully me since he knew he was wrong now

hee~(I know I'm bad)^^

But the...I had a bad mood at the night

after finish tuition,I saw a lot of cockroachs

at least got 3,and i don't knew how to across the road to go into my car

So I decided to run quickly and shouted!!

haha...when I get into the car,I had been scold by mum...

She said:" you look bigger than it and u still scare about it"

~LOL~

haha...But I TOTALLY don't like cockroach so much!!

day18/8

After school,I walked out from school to my car..

And the journey is quite long since it need to take around 5 to 10mins walked out from school

On the roadside,I met a friend...

And guess what,I did derided by him

so I hit him while we were playing around too

At the moment,I were so careless...

I fell down at the road side!!!!

UGH!!!

And my leg was bleeding...

*sigh...

the worst was a few girls laugh at me when they were at my back

arhhhh!!

damn embarressed!!

And I did suffering with the pain for 3 days

=(

The wound is on my knee and I know it is just a little but it still feel pain!!

Yiew~~~~hahaha...=)

day20/8

On the night,I joined a choir perform at pujut branch

After church,i went to Limteh with a few friends

And in the car got aorund 10 people!!!

my friend who was driver on thaat night,

he drove so fast!!

And the car almost get accident...pffft

After that,we saw a kancil follow us at the back

and keep on shouted :" polis polis!!!!"

owh dear!!! It gonna had a trouble now..

the Polis stopped us at the roadside and scold us...lol

and gave us a warning still even want to summon us

+_+

But who knows,the polis asked us to follow her back to the polis station

while we follow the car at the back and the car suddenly was gone...

LOL

So we don't even care about it and we went for limteh and around 10pm something we were going back home....

pfffft....It was an adventure night....=)

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! My borther is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Brother is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!+_+

and he didn't tell us before!!!!!!!!!!!!! naidi....

I was so surprised that he was standding infront of my door

he knocked the door

"knock knock"

and I open the door and guess what..

I was shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was so surprised me!!!!!

hahahahahaha

he plan with dad not to tell us he is coming back!!!! what the!!!!

so cute hoh my dad n bro...LOL!!!!

hahaha

anyway,welcome back my brother!!!! ^_^

so lovely~

^_^