I'm moody....and I felt hurt....
tear drop by....
heart bleeding....not cause of love,not cause of everything...
but it just cause of my problem...
no measure to solve it....

headache...heart pain...
seems like the knife just insert to my heart...
no one can understand me...
even my parents....
even my family..

I just want to cry...
It always make me feel better...
feel good...
but still it always let me facing the worst..
I can't handle it anymore..

I always try to fly off the handle...
try to let off my feeling...
but still...no one understand me...

I always feel alone...
alone walk through my life...
seems like I grown in a colorless life...

But once again...
I heard GOD voice...
I heard that he is comforting me..
when I feel alone,hopeless,unhappy.....
He just always beside me...
He love me....
Thanks my Lord...

I always need you my Lord...
may all the faith with God...
you are my seek asylum..
you r the light which light up my future...

~Emo~

Today i miss out one thing which is my class having a BBQ at tanjung this morning...I"m quite regret that I didn't have joined them..
Acually it was because of my dad don't let,want me stay at home...n another reason is the worst guy was going so I better don't go...hmm..well,surely they have a lot of fun there~when I saw their gathering pic...I'm getting touch...the pic let me feel that we r just a big happy playful family~^_^ain't it is a wonderful memories?!?!..='))...well,I always appreciate that I have this group of friends together play around,sharing around & caring each others...we r always family~^_^..
although I'm not joining them..but I still feel happy with them because we r 4A1 FAMILY!! ahahahha..cool~

this is the pic which I really get touch~=))

真正的爱

珍惜现在拥有的，远远比追求还没有的更重要。。

人的一生中，总会有大段的平淡。。
大段不尽如人意的遭遇。。

是爱，

让我们想到美好，仍然有希望。。

是爱，

而不是时间能够治愈所有的创伤。。

不是因为孤独才相爱，
而是要让相爱的人不感到孤独。。

因为善良，所以可爱。。
因为可爱，所以美丽。。
因为美丽，所以向往。。
因为向往，所以相爱。。。

如果一个人向你表白，无论对方如何
请珍惜他对你的爱，即使只能做普通朋友
或许一个人纯真的表白不会再有第二次。。。

不要等到失去了
才知道可贵
不要等到伤害了
才来祈求原谅
有一些东西
失去了
永远不会再回来

或许，爱就是心甘情愿的付出， 甘苦与共的分享。。

不要轻易说我爱你
只要对一个人
说一次就足够了

牵了手
就不要
随便说分手

也许
爱，
不是寻找一个完美的人
而是要学会用完美的眼光
欣赏一个不完美的人

真正的爱

不是彼此凝视，
而是共同逞着同一方向望去

真正的爱

要道谢，也要道歉
要体贴，也要体谅
要认错，也要改错

真正的爱

是接受，不是忍受
是支持，不是支配
是慰问，不是质问

~Life~

12/9 (Saturday)

Today our youth group's activity was celebrated birthday for those fellow friends whose birthday are at January - September~we had a lot of fun..we played some games and ate cake~^_^ yummy~hahaha.. At night I went to Pakson and celebrated our buddy-YaN's Birthday...=)) we had the dinner at Secret Recipe..after that,I went back home early because dad want me went back home..so I din't take any photos with my buddies..too bad..hahax..

~we were playing games~

*The Birthday cake*

15/9 ( Tuesday)


Today night at SC tuition we were too bored and when we were doing exercise paper,we played around,laugh around,making a lot of noice and took some video which took by Fanny..hahhaa..

16/9 (Wednesday) ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SONG ENN & CHING YII~^_^


18/9 ( Friday)

To9 I went to Boulevard by my cousin's car...well,acually I'm alone while I'm going there..I went to Boulevard to attend our school Singing Competition..This is the 1st time I attend it..haha..well,guess what,sure is Terrence get the 1st~..hmm..owh ya,do u guys know that he is my idol of singing?? hahaha..surely u guys will get shock while u know it I think..hahaha..

that night my best fren-eve.wong was going too..hahah..I'm quite surprised cz seldom will saw her in shopping complex..hahaha..so we took quite a lot of photos~=))

Terrence Ling(with a confident pose)..lolx..haha take 1#

take 2#

take 3#

Wuhoo~ my beloved Eve.Wong~^^

~Mei hui~Eve.Wong~Me~

Mei Hui & EvE

That eve.wong so bad..U c what is she doing within her hands..lolx..hahaha..

09/09/09~

Today is a special day for you and me and everyone.. It's because today is 09/09/09...=))...And of cz today is Louis's birthday~ I'm sure he will be very happy at today~^_^...

well,everyone is happy but I'm getting sad..I hate one of a guy which is my classmate too...He is the worst person I never met ~I will always don't like him...He love to bully ppl,thought that was very fun~..So I have been bully by him today at school and i cant stand it anymore.. I getting very very very angry and scold out loudly as I can and......I cried...haix..I'm too kind which I always forgive him after he bully me,n pretend said sorry to me..so from now on,I won't forgive u whatever u did to me....okie,I won't hate u anymore but I won't treat u as my friend anymore too....always make teacher and students angry and always thought u r the always right one...I tell you and warn you!!!! Don't always think about that u r the king or any...YOU are just nothing..don't think you are pro enough..

I'm not gonna to write about YOU more in my blog it is because YOU will spoiled my blog as well....dirty my blog...duh..I'm super unhappy now..from now on,when u talked to me I will always pretend not to heard u...This is always your fault......

hmm...so just hope you will out of my mind ,my way, my view and just hope that u will dissapear infront of me and everyone...sien~=( (worst memories at today morning)

I dint have go to church today because I have a performance at new Chicago School of Music around 11am...This is the 1st time i went to it...It not quite hard to find the way to the Chicago School I think...Well,I had quite lot of fun at there..enjoy music n relax ownself...^_^..all of them are damn pro~ but i think I'm not good enough...I thought I won't saw any ppl that i knew it at there..But who noes,I saw a lot...@.@...then I'm super nervous too..and playing with quite lot of wrong notes...='(....bt nvm,it dy end..hahaha^^..eat lunch with tan,then i hurt my hand...i touch the hot plate n get hurt..lolx...noob~XD..hahaha...and another finger get hurt,cz playing piano....really geng hoh,playing piano can played until like that...hahaha...wu~ seems like im pro ~hiek hiek hiek..just kd^^...

hmm,then evening I went to pasar malam there with dad..we bought a lot of foods from those malay ppl..yum yum~I ate a lot to9 cz of those foods...fuh*hahaha.. btw,my hand was hurt, so can't washed dishes...yeah!! muahaha...bt i still need to wipe it..lolx..n fold n ironing clothes..deng..suang liao..='(hahaha..lolx..so tmr weekdays again..hmm...gonna face all those homeworks again n again~..=))

~Ling Lee & EvE~( my partner;we both duet when we performed)

hmm..quite a few days did not have blogging...It cause of I need to do a lot of housework since my maid back to her kampung to celebrate Hari Raya with her family...I'm sure that she miss her children very much...so am I, I miss my brother much too..=))...

However,I supper tiring while doing housework..haha....bt I glad that i can learn hw to cook as well..cool~...^^....and after holidays,I have a lot of tuition need to replace it...deng..@.@..I'm damn regret that I'm so lazy didn't even went to tuition when holidays...then nw need to replace all over it!!!!

and my last exam,some subject got high marks bt some got the lowest marks..hahah..@.@...haix...I'm getting quite worst in study...I'm not comfident in my studies at all...It drive me crazy...haix..bt what can i do...just have to continue study n study....to light up my future...lolx..

and I love to emo everyday...hahaha..don't know y...it just make me feel much better after emo...hahaha..@.@....=))