Monday, August 31, 2009
31/8---Monday
So after 4pm,Tan came n fetched me then we went hiking with Louis and my sister..After hiking,we went to Marina Bay to relax n c the sunset..hahaha...
I miss the sea..
It nice n pretty...
I miss the wind..
It blowing me...
And I miss my love one...
Which already walk far away from my heart...
I miss everything that I had b4...
Which was the wonderful memories in my heart...
**MISS MY LOVE ONE**
However,I will be stronger...It is because I still have a long journey that need I walk though....
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Today the activity of our youth group was going to Marina Bay...so around 4pm our youth group went to Marina Bay to relax n enjoy the sunset...while we reached there,my buddies keep on took lot of pics...^_^ since we all love to took pics together...hahaha..So we did enjoyed the surrounding n nature....It is a good view to enjoy n relax...Btw, I'm in a little bit bad mood...since this noon someone told me smthing which was hurt me lot...But it was dy pass,I always will be fine n will be more stronger n stronger...=') However,thx for telling me the truth and let me to face it as well... well,my buddies were so care about me too...they keep on make me smile n laugh at Marina Bay...They always are my buddies~^_^
ps: our group of buddies got one is missing in the pics..name Hui LoO~..It was because b4 we went to Marina Bay,we played the seesaw...then we played too high...then ah loo was flying out from the seesaw and her chin was knocked by the seesaw...haiz....At that moment,it was very dangerous...All of us was too playful and get shocked and cause trouble to our own buddy..I'm so so sorry my dear ah loo...well,her chin was bleeding as well and she almost crying...i think she was crying lor....It was quite hurt n pain....ah loo,sayang~ >_<
~LyN~YaN~VieN~JiA~PonG~TzE~
I'm taking the plastic of rubbish...yiew!!...n it edit by song enn..lolx
so thats y she keep on want me to upload it..haha..@.@
This morning at the church after service,I talked to Nick finally....haha...well,he is always handsome but just the pimple on his face was been spoiled..lolx..hahaha...but still...handsome ~hehe^^...hmm...we chi-chat awhile since tmr he need to go bck to KL as well....well,I always appreciate him that he been walked through part of my life~=))....And I'm happied to talk with him because we seldom got the chance to talk with each other since he is so far away at KL...hahaha..owh ya,I also quite appreciate to Louis since he also walked through part of my life too~hahaha...=)....
After church,I went to have my lunch with sis and tan and kelvin..we chi-chat here n there while we were eating....after lunch,we went to pakson n window shopping n ate ice-cream..=)....around 3pm,we just went back home....^_^
Saturday, August 29, 2009
七个对不起,让你懂得什么是爱
——纯纯的“对不起” 。
男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。
—— “对不起”的快乐 。
大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。
那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。
—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。
婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”
—— “对不起”,谎言的开始。
渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。
—— “对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。
女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。
那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。
—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。
男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。
“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起,我想我是真的累了。”
男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。
—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。
那一年,男孩疯了。
每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……
Friday, August 28, 2009
23/8--sunday~
At 1st,im so excited to go for it..so when we arrived,I choosed the 3rd group which was using our legs to walked around the Borneo Rainforest and also the most activity in 3rd group~so I did joined it with my whole family except my bro n grandma..both of them joined the 1st group beacause the 1st group is specially design for old folks who don't have the strength to walk..bt my bro will joined the 1st group because his legs was pained since he falled down carelessly~
so we started our journey....on the way,we took quite a lot of pics...well,acually it wasn't quite fun for me..because it was so tired n quite bored to walked around and see all those flowers,big ants,largest trees,the rooms,weird fishes and moreover...hmm it just seems like jungle tracking...
owh ya,u know which car that we sat on it to travelled us all around the borneo?? hahaha..It was a big trailer!!! wow~^^ pretty cool huh~hahaha..but it move slower~And we cross over the river by a motor boat~^^.... It's cute..lolx..hahaha..btw,we had quite a lot of fun at there since my sis n I keep on laughing with nonsense~hahaha..
we did enjoyed the trip and appreciated it~^^
pls do enjoy the pics below~=))
26/8----Wednesday
I went to pakson at around 12pm with tan's car and went to fetched Fanny too since we gonna to celebrated her belated birthday~....At pakson,we ate our lunch at MC Donald..we enjoyed much...after that,we went to played bowling ball....And u know wat...our galz(fanny,ann ni,xing hui,mei yii,chen tze & me) forget to paid the bowling ball money n we just played it...so those guys(levin,louis,kelvin & tan) helped us to paid it..deng..@.@..hahaha..so sorry owh...Cz this is the 1st time i played bowling ball so i dont noe when need ot paid the money..lolx...
After finish played bowling ball,we window shopping awhile and decided went to double star to have our dinner...but all those galz dy went home except fanny & me..so we followed the guys to double star..=))...
After finish dinner,I dont noe y...Im moody suddenly...then i decided went to tanjung to relax and cried out..>_
27/8----Thursday
to9 i went to Micheal Steamboat to enjoy my dinner with my classmates...all were galz^^..we had a lot fun,eat a lot n playing aorund!!!....we were enjoyed the foods,chi chat a lot,played a lot,shout a lot,laugh a lot,took a lot of photos,act a lot of weird n stupid actions and moreover....we were so enjoyed it and damn crazy!!^_^ hahaha..after 8.30pm,i called tan to come n fetch me while tan is around the corner too i think...when tan just arrvied,everyone thought tan was my BF..lolx..hahahaha..they were so funny!!!...
after that,I don't feel want to so early back home..so I decided went to louis's house n look around..haha...and we called louis out to limteh...wow~we waited him quite a bit long at outside cz he quite "ai mei" hehehe..blek~..after louis was get in tan's car,we went to fetch tan's cousin n went for limteh..we chi chat a while..then going home...on the way bck home,tan playing with his car..shake here n there..make me shouted a lot..@.@...hahaha..around 10pm something I just arrived home~=))
ps: pls do enjoy the pictures below^^
when I'm on the way bck home,I told tan that i never c him cry b4 ..then asked him to cry ...hahaha...who noes,he really cried out..lolx..bt it was just act..lolx..
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
My fren scold me to have more confident in myself'
wow!!! it was so fun lorh...cz levin n I keep on bully kelvin..lolx..btw,we kacao a little kid tat who sat at another table..the kid was so cute..hahaa..hmm..then we chi chat around 1 hours more i think..then we went to curtin...muahhahaa...wow~never stepped in it b4...(seems like a "shang ba lao" that never saw it b4 )hahahaha...when arrived curtin,levin was in "emergency"..he asked me to help him took his bag awhile n ran fast to the toilet..muahah..then when i took his bag walked into the curtin..wow,im look like curtin ppl..going to curtin study jor~muahahha...
after that,kelvin n levin brought me to look around their uni...lolx.hahaha..it is really big!!!...bt seems like quite boring too cz may be too quiet?? hahaha..lolx...n n we took a few pics at curtin..lolx...to show u the evidence..after that,levin fetched my bck home..at that moment,tan called levin..muahhaha..I picked up levin's phone n talked with tan..i told him that im fanny...tan was so nervous n high lerh...he speechless jor~he was shy...muahahah..then tan knew was me after levin told him when they meet at noon..hahahahaha...so funny arh that tan,he is so innocent...lolx..>_<..hehe..sorry...blek~
at noon,my mum fetched my sis,bro n I went for checking our teeth since we always check it in every year one time...haha...owh no!!! I'm damn nervous and scared lerh!!! cz last time was too painful n bleeding when after checking..lolx..then when i went inside to c the dentist,i used my hand to cover my mouth n told her that can i dont want check...muahhaha...then my mum said must checked..lolx..hahahT_T...no idea~so i have been check n to have a tooth filled..lolx..hahaha..bt after finish still okie lor,wnt tat pain dy..hahaha..then after finished checking,our family when to eat ice..yum yum~
around 4pm,my bro n I went to pakson to hang out with my bro's frens and together watched movie.name "up"...weee^^...it was so fun with them..n sebastian was joining us too..cz he was my bro's fren since they were same classes in primary..lolx..wow!!!! eng dao arh!!!! muahahaah..n he really is a funny guy!!! lot of joke...we chi chat there in coffee bean..then until around 6pm..then we went bck home...hmm...so may be tmr nite i gonna join them to have dinner too..wuhoo~lolx...hahahaha..
Monday, August 24, 2009
~幸福的抉择 Ido~
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
我们还要努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧
为什么 不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊
信仰
信仰
为什么要信耶稣?
这一个世界有许多的宗教。到底哪一个是真的。如果我知道在众多的宗教里面有一个一定是真的,我怎么知道这一个是真的呢?谁可以告诉我这一个就是真的呢?况且当你说这一个宗教是真的话,你也就直接的否定了其他宗教不是真的。
在每一个宗教里面都有自己的教主。我们到底是相信教主还是教主所发展出来的宗教呢?其实,这两者必须混为一。因为教主代表了这一个宗教,而这一个宗教也代表了教主。教主固然是这一个宗教的灵魂人物。他是构成了这一个宗教的实质。
然而还有一个问题更重要有关宗教的问题,就是权柄的问题。权柄的问题将教主成立这一个宗教背后的目的显明出来。到底是谁给他权柄成立这一个宗教呢?如果只是出于他自己,那么这一个宗教一定很人为的。他所说的一切不是带着权柄的。
为什么要信耶稣?我们也要这要质问耶稣有关他的权柄。耶稣在世上所作的是从谁领受权柄呢?如果我们能够解答这一个问题,那么我们就可以知道他的源头。
耶稣说:“我与父原为一。”约10:30
耶稣直接告诉我们他的权柄的来源是从父那儿来的。请问耶稣所说的“父”是谁呢?这一位“父”是他肉身的父亲约瑟吗?不是的。因为当耶稣 说了这一句话之后,听到他说这话的犹太人就拿起石头要打死他。原来耶稣所说的“父”在原文是上帝神圣的名字。所以,犹太人就认为他只是一个人,现在既然将 自己与上帝列为同等。那是亵渎的罪。
耶稣的权柄是从地上来的吗?不是的。因为从来没有一个人像耶稣那样有权柄。他教导带着权柄;他说话带着权柄;他行神迹奇事也带着权柄。这样我们从圣经的记载中知道耶稣的权柄是从天上来的。他的源头是属于天上的。
当我们将耶稣的源头弄清楚了,那么他来到世上不是为着自己。他从天上来到世上乃是因为为了我们这些他所创造的人。他成为人的样子来到世上,乃是为我们钉死在十字架上。他上十字架因为要救赎我们罪人,使我们回到“天父”那里去。
你为什么要信耶稣?因为他是从上帝那里被差遣来到世上,来源清楚且在行事上带着上帝的权柄。我们既然知道他的来源可靠和清楚,那他就是我们所应当信的那一位。他也一定是真神。
基督教与其他宗教有何不同?
每一个宗教都有各自一本经典。这一本经典乃是构成它成为宗教其中一个条件。宗教对各自的经典的评价往往是非常高的。如果我们要知道宗教之间别不同,就应当从其宗教的经典下手。
这样,基督教有属于她的经典。基督教只有一本经典。这一本经典的名字是圣经。圣经的成立用了将近1600年的时间才成的。圣经有40位的作者。他们分别是由君王,牧羊人,渔夫,学者,祭司等不同的社会地位人所写成的。虽然圣经有40位的作者在1600年左右的时间写成,但是他们所写出来的并没有前后矛盾。这是奇迹。我们可以这样的总结,圣经的真正作者只有一个,他就是上帝的圣灵。
现在我们进入一个很重要的课题,就是基督教这一本经典不是从地上任凭着自己的意思而写出来的经书。基督教的圣经是“天启”的。这里就将基督教与其他世上的宗教作了分水岭。
什么是“天启”?“天启”乃是一切记载在圣经中的每一句话都是从上帝那里来的。圣经不是人话,也不是神话。圣经自己证明它是神口中呼出来的气。这样,从神呼出来的气才能够使人有得救的真正知识。圣经就是“神的话”。
基督教严格说来不是宗教。她是已经超越了宗教的层次。宗教都是在强调人要靠自己的善行来得到解 脱。只是基督教却是否定了这一个说法。基督教乃是强调拯救。人不能靠着自己的善行得到解脱。这样,为什么耶稣基督要从天上来到世上为我们死在十字架上。他 的死就能救赎我们的罪恶。因为他是无罪的,惟有无罪的才能拯救那有罪的。
怎样证明这世界有一位真神?
如果这世界有一位真神,这一位真神一定是活的。如果他是活的神,我们没有理由不知道他作为。这正如我们怎么知道一个人是真的,乃是靠着他的动作。有没有真神不是我们可以知道的。我们的问题乃是怎么样知道这一位是真神。
Sunday, August 23, 2009
btw,knew the ans dy..what should i still can do??..just let it go...become to a normal life...so give an advice to ownself..eve,u r always the strong gal...be brave,no coward....face it !!! u got ur own way...no afraid..god will light up your way...just be brave n always faith to god....eve,u r such an innocent gal but u will always be okie~
miss all the pass....bt it all will be the memories...i will lock it up,n lock into my brain n my heart..never forget.."I don't hate you,but I also don't love u anymore"~ it's just a simple words..but i do really mean it...I will look forward,never turn around or turn to the back again...I appriciated all the things that i had b4...just thx to u all of you walked into a part of my life~it really meaningful...=))
Friday, August 21, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GORDON N LEVIN!!^_^
hmm,around 4.30pm..we were going out n fetched ce zheng together went to parkson..at parkson,we were finding our frens who gonna attended the birthday party..On the way,i saw tan them..lolx...we all were pretend like don't know each others..may be..hahaha..okie,after that i met all my sch classmates n friends,and went to pizza hut to celebrate my classmate--Gordon"s birthday^^ wow~ we paid rm15 each..but it was fun today^^...take some of pics with friends^^
after 7pm,i went to mei xing n celebrated levin's birthday too although dy pass since was at yesterday...hmm...well,when arrived mei xing,i saw a lot of riam students n sm of chung hua friends too..they were celebrated their friend birthday too..^^...wow..so to9 at mei xing were so noisy n fun^^..hmm,bt i got emo awhile when i saw smthing in the toilet~ hmm,nvm then..dont feel want to mention so much about it..lolx..=))..then after dinner,we went bck to parkson n tried to catch up the movie..but von said she need bck home at 8pm since her parents want her bck early...bt then no one can fetched her bck,then we decided,n the conclusion was she gonna sleep over my house so that we can out for more long abit..hahaha...
then we waited at sugerbun there for quite long lor..keep on dicided where we can go later..then we took a lot of pics while we waiting n decided..hahahaz^^then after that,louis them wanna go give me 5 there played pool..then of cz i want to go for a look since i always curious hw was the place look like....hahhaa..hmm..when i just stepped into the room..wow,i smelt the smoke heavily...bt i think was okie for me since i dy predict that it would be like that..hmm..quite cool n saw tan them playing pool..hahahaha..they were good in playing pool i think..not bad~bt my sis n von can't even stand it since they felt scared n worried too while they saw a lot of stranger n smelt with heavy smoke...so 3 of us went to boulevard for a walk...n around 9.30pm asked tan fetched us bck~^^and i asked tan whether can drive in high speed.haha..cz jus for fun^^then tan is always good in driving..not bad wor~hahaha...well,today it was fun n tiring too..hahaha..hmm..may be today will a bit emo n dissapointed to someone..bt it dy pass...(xiao yi xiao,mei she mo da bu liao)haahha^^
enjoy the pics n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GORDON N LEVIN!!!^_^